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I won't tell you, i won't let you see.
What you mean,
Cause you mean everything.

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Get me into the shade.
Sunday, June 24, 2012 // 4:32 PM


I know that you aloha me.
But why can't you just,
let me go bit by bit.
independent only when
you're gone forever.
Why can't you just let me,
be like any other teen out there,
doing what they want,
explore and discover the world,
like curious little kids roaming about.
Why oh why makuahine.
you know that aloha wau ia 'oe.
`Olu `olu just let me be free.
Sometimes, i just can't stand it anymore.
maybe i don't understand how you feel,
but do you understand how i feel?
Why oh why makuahine.

You told me that,
i'm able to tell you anything,
anything you said,
you said you won't be angry,
over-protective was the word,
and you got mad.
that's when i realized,
realized that i couldn't confide in you,
anymore, no more.
Why oh why makuahine.
will i someday be like you?
aloha wau ia 'oe.
Confused.
Still finding out who,
who am i as a person.
preferences, real interests?
i want to be able to confide in someone.
someone who i can trust with,
with all my little secrets, my dark secrets,
weird habits, nerdy little things 'bout me ,
and not judge me by all these.
when will that person appear?
do you even exist?