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What you mean,
Cause you mean everything.

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Nobody's picture perfect.
Thursday, October 18, 2012 // 10:43 PM

i admit that i've always trying to be the obedient one,
trying to please everybody.
to be honest,
i'm very tired of not being myself.
consistently trying to be picture perfect,
in the eyes of everybody.
or is it that i got too used to not being me?
all i want is to be able to open up to someone,
someone that i can trust wholeheartedly,
someone that won't judge me,
someone that understands me,
someone that will be there for me.
am i asking too much?

okay, maybe i am.
maybe my walls are hard to break down.
Oh well!


Is it good that we hurt every day is this worth all the pain that we feel inside?
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Healing comes so painfully.
You can't fix me, I'm torn apart.