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What you mean,
Cause you mean everything.

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Troubled one.
Monday, October 29, 2012 // 12:51 AM

So lately, i've been wondering
Who will be there to take my place...
It gets harder every day
with this nightmare
and time just keeps slipping by.

I'm alone and I feel empty,
I'm torn apart inside.
 I don't know where i've been
or where i'm going.

It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold...
I feel like I couldn't breath.
I should've known better,
now it hurts much more.

It's hard to deal with this pain
It's hard to force that smile
But yet, i'm still doing it.

I used to be so strong.
Now I can't breathe.
And I can't sleep.
I'm barely hanging on.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny it,
and i can't pretend.
I just don't cry on the outside
anymore.