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I don't know.
Friday, August 30, 2013 // 2:43 AM

I really don't know anymore.
I thought i wouldn't be feeling anywhere the same like i did a month ago.
You know what?
I am so done with feelings, so done feeling like crap and have it affect my life and study anymore.
Bebe is right, studying is more important. I should have listened and take it in the first place, i really am stubborn.
I feel like a stupid piece of shit. If you said "Yes, you are a piece of shit" Well... FUCK YOU!I am done looking at my phone all the time, i am done waiting for text messages, i am done thinking whether you miss me or have actually forgotten about me, i am done losing my appetite over an argument, i am done believing in love.
I seriously have this love-hate relationship with twitter. I really am grateful that it gave me lots of good memories with my bff/bebe and my evil regal sisters. But to think i actually found love there? I must have been so fucking stupid to even think that.

I just feel so hurt.
Whatever. I am going to sleep.