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Have I been deceiving myself all this while??
Wednesday, September 25, 2013 // 1:24 PM

Who am I kidding really??
It's not going to work out, we're not going to work out. I know I have to let you go, but can't I be selfish for just once? No. I can't. You deserve someone better, you deserve so much more, someone that can be there, not like me. It really hurts and really really sucks that I've to let go someone I have fallen so deep for. I don't know how I am going to cope after today. I should have known better from the previous relationship.... all this doesn't work no matter how hard I hold on. I guess it's not fated. We're not fated. People say let go early to prevent further hurt and damage... easier said than done. I've fallen so deep, I can't get back up, lest to say let go.
I know I'll have to, I have to.
You don't have to be alone anymore. I won't be holding you back anymore. Go out, have fun, find someone that is there for you.
I really hate to do this.