It's raining.....
Thursday, September 26, 2013 // 3:05 AM
I really really hate myself. I like to torture myself.... listening to sad songs when i am really torn. SUCH FUN, REALLY! :'( There's nobody to talk to, nobody will understand, nobody will be here, nobody. I feel so alone.. I hate when one small thing, like this... triggers everything that i've been holding inside and i just break down like nobody's business... which truly is. My heart aches so much. So weak, i'm so weak. I can never understand why some people look up to me, why some people love me... cause i don't. But i should thank my past for letting me become who i am today. I am numb. I am too used to keeping things in.... burying them in, deep in. No one will ever break down my wall, no one knows, no one will ever know. I don't believe in anything anymore... everything has been shattered since young, everything. How much broken can i get?
It's raining.....
Thursday, September 26, 2013 // 3:05 AM
I really really hate myself. I like to torture myself.... listening to sad songs when i am really torn. SUCH FUN, REALLY! :'( There's nobody to talk to, nobody will understand, nobody will be here, nobody. I feel so alone.. I hate when one small thing, like this... triggers everything that i've been holding inside and i just break down like nobody's business... which truly is. My heart aches so much. So weak, i'm so weak. I can never understand why some people look up to me, why some people love me... cause i don't. But i should thank my past for letting me become who i am today. I am numb. I am too used to keeping things in.... burying them in, deep in. No one will ever break down my wall, no one knows, no one will ever know. I don't believe in anything anymore... everything has been shattered since young, everything. How much broken can i get?
grew up in a tropical country,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just daydream.
You can call me V.
Believe me when i say tropical country, it's always summer here in Singapore.
I'm a aries and currently schooling in temasek polytechnic.
I have always been influenced by my idols. They're my inspiration, my motivators.
I'm proud to be (and always will be) a die-hard fan of
Nicole Scherzinger♥♥♥ since 2005. She's one of the most awesome, fabulous, inspiring, creative, amazing, beautiful, gorgeous,
talented, loving, artistic, charismatic, industrious, independent, adorable, sincere, sweet, determined person.
I want and hope that i'll be able to see Nicole Scherzinger (again) in person and to take pictures with her and get her autograph.
In late 2012, I started watching this english television drama show called Once Upon A Time. After watching the first few episode of the show, I became a mega fan of the Evil Queen
in the show. Thus, I went onto the net in search of the actress's name that played the evil queen. Her name is Lana Parrilla♥♥♥,
and i'm proud to be (and always will be) a die-hard fan of hers. \m/ She's AMAZING! In fact, i later found out that she really takes the time out to interact with her fans
(we're called Evil Regals and Lana is our Mama Regal) \m/. She really appreciates us, Regals like how we appreciate her. She reads our tweets,
notices us, reply our tweets and tweets back. She is really truly one of the most down-to-earth people around.
I hope to be able to fly to the states soon just to
meet Lana in person and to hand her gifts in person as well as to take pictures with her, an autograph and just to know her more and spend time with her.
I'm also a die-hard fan of the old Pussycat Dolls♥♥ since 2005 (the ones that sung Don't Cha). It's just so sad that the members all
left the group, the world now has one less awesome fabulous girl group and the lack of good-quality songs. I miss the dolls!
There are hundreds of decisions that we face, as if they were new time and time again.
These are the moments that sculpt your life. They make you you.
- Teri Hatcher
Baby, there you go again,
there you go again, making me love you.
Lana Parrilla is the LOVE ♥♥♥♥
\m/ Evil Regal
Nicole Scherzinger is the LOVE ♥♥♥♥
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